I love you.
But you’ll never see it, because you’ve abandoned me.
I’m literally crying right now because I can’t handle my feelings for you. And not in the good way.
why do I always crush on the most unobtainable people. WHY.
I’m sick of living like this. I’ve had this crush problem for years and years now. I want help… I just don’t know where to go to find it.
For fuck’s sake, I have Courtney! She’s an amazing girlfriend, more than I could have ever asked for! I thank my lucky fucking stars every day because I’m not even worthy of her. But I still have feelings for you, somehow. Somehow my feelings persist.